Bare with me

Why should i hold a grudge , why should i be mad. Why would i for that matter keep thinking of the times i once had. It's in the past and it is a fact ... right or wrong it doesn't matter, it is better to let go ... Cause holding on to it will only bring more sorrow... For sure it will leave a scar behind but don't they say time heals all wounds? In a strange way it brings you closer of finding a true soul "a piece" that makes the puzzle more complete... Someone whom you could call your own ... A beacon in dark times the one whom you will fight for ...  Standby through the bumpy rides of life throughout the many storms... It doesn't matter cause once it's past you know true love exists ... People tend to talk about the quantity of relationships they've been through ... But shouldn't the quality of a relationship count .... Why does cheating exist, why do people always think more is better? What happened to sincerity , honousty , devotion , loyalty ...  Did they al just fade away like snow in the sun ... I look around and see happiness make way for sadness ..  Break ups followed by breakdowns ... The true meaning of love is yet so far to be found ... But deep down inside, a small light flikkers , like a clear North star in the Dark Night ... I hope and pray that one day i'll meet that special person ... Is it just a hopeless dream? I don't think so cause if i exist then why shouldn't there be a female version of me? The past relationships don't count anymore ... Distance can keep people apart but not if they are close to your heart ... It just wasn't meant to be and there is nothing to be mad about that ... How crazy people may call me In a strange way i understand ... Let bygone's be bygone's and go on living the way you want to ... Perhaps or maybe when you least expect it love will find it's way to you ...